Sorry for the one month hiatus. Was totally wrapped around uni.
Life? Life is alright; I guess. Nothing spectacular. What I am is more stressed out, even though I practically only have one class a day. Why you ask? Well the ones super close to me already know, but the rest...hmm, let's just say I'm not ready just yet to let the whole world know. I'm hanging on though, don't worry. :)
It's times like these I really need someone that I can rely on. Like really lean on. I don't know why but I feel like I don't have one right now. I feel like I've lost all those whom I can lean on, no matter what time of day--or night it is, whether Christmas or Hari Raya, whether they're eating or shitting--to practical geographical distance. You guys know who you all are. Four more months. I simply cannot wait.
Damn, I don't feel like my retarded self; but then again, I have a feeling this emo-ness will pass in about...an hour, and counting. Then it's back to regular nonsensical Jawsie boy.
I guess I have this (my blog) to keep me company; so I think I'll return to updating this blog more regularly; and I really hope the people around me now realize that I might seem like the guy with no problems, and the retarded guy who always cracks jokes, but I still am very much human; with ups and downs of my own. Sigh.
Ok, enough emo talk for the day. I'm alright. I think I'm just wallowing in emo-ness, cos I don't go through it that often. Haha. So this is how you emo freaks feel like. I pity you all. I think I'll go increase my Dopamine levels by downing a can of Redbull or something. Mmmm, artificial hormones; gotta love 'em.
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