Can you feel this magic in the air? It must have been the way you kissed me. Fell in love when I saw you standing there, it must have been the way; today was a fairytale.

"We were given two hands to hold,

two legs to walk,

two eyes to see,

two ears to listen,

but why only one heart?

Because the other one

was given to someone else

for us to find."

Have you found your's?
I know I have.
;)

This is what we dream about, but the only question with me now, is do I make you proud? Stronger than I've ever been now, never been afraid of standing out, do I make you proud?

I will make you proud dad.

I will graduate.

I will be successful in life.

I will be all you wanted me to be, and then some.

I shall not cry, but I shall celebrate your life,

as it was not lead wastefully.

I will forever be your son.

RIP

1956-2010

You will be missed.

I dont mind where you come from, as long as you come to me, but I don't like illusions I cant see them clearly.

Here's a small snippet from my twitter. ;) It's just something really cute and I thought I should really put this up before I go take a shower and get ready for class, which starts in about an hour! :P

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jawsville is in cloud 9,999,999!
about 7 hours ago from web


jaydeefied@jawsville why why why why whyyyyyyy? :D
about 7 hours ago from mobile web


jawsville@jaydeefied LOL, 6 months! :)
about 6 hours ago from web in reply to jaydeefied


jaydeefied@jawsville yeah I read. Congrats, love :) may you and yinny get married and make beautiful chindian babies :D
about 6 hours ago from web in reply to jawsville


jawsville@jaydeefied Haha, thank you thank you! :)
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Awwww! :)
Ok, time to go get ready! I'm running late! xD

It's easy if you only try, don't lie down on the job, because once we hit the top there's no stopping us.

What is love?


"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two."
-St. Augustine


"Love has no other desire but to fulfill itself. To melt and be like a running brook that sings its melody to the night. To wake at dawn with a winged heart and give thanks for another day of loving."
-Kahlil Gibran


"Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it...It really is worth fighting for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk everything, you risk even more."
-Erica Jong


"The most wonderful of all things in life is the discovery of another human being with whom one's relationship has a growing depth, beauty and joy as the years increase. This inner progressiveness of love between two human beings is a most marvelous thing; it cannot be found by looking for it or by passionately wishing for it. It is a sort of divine accident, and the most wonderful of all things in life."
-Sir Hugh Walpole

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What is love--to me?


"Love to me is being able to be at each other's throats, and still know that we love one another. Love to me is being able to have the constant re-assurance in the back of your head that no matter what time of day, I can call the person and that person will answer. Love to me is being able to stand in front of them stark naked, with nothing on, unshaven, sweaty and unwell--and still be accepted. Love to me is being able to have full on conversations without uttering a single word. Love to me is repeatedly having butterflies in my stomach every single time I see that person smile; no matter how often it happens. Love to me is being able to compromise all that was once held dear. Love to me is being able to talk about anything and everything under the sun. Love to me is being able to tell what the person wants by how the person is conveying it. Love to me is knowing how that person feels without even looking at them. Love, to me--has been these past 6 months. Love, to me? -- is her."

;)

Happy 6 months baby.

Here's to millions more to come.

I love you.

<3

So Julie, when you think of me, does it come to mind we're living in the same room, in the same house, on the same street, in the same town?

Alright, as most of you know I'm a really huge fan of the Nickeoldeon series Avatar--The last Airbender. And most of you might also already know that they're making a live action version of it that is scheduled to be out on July 2nd of this year. I was excited when I heard that they were goig to make this movie but then the fear that they might fuck it up like how Dragonball Evolution was butchered, set in-- till I saw the trailer.





Yea, I'm not scared anymore. ;)

And I won't look back, I can go the distance, and I'll stay on track, no I won't accept defeat.

Alright!
Finally after a whole night of reconstruction, I present to you, my new minimalist blog! Haha I think it looks cool; and also it was about time my blog got a make over. It was on that same old blogskin since I started off in 2007--three years ago! New skin, same blog ya'll! So the look has changed, but the flavor stays ever the same!


It's a little late, but since I just finished up my blogskin, here's to a new skin, new chapter and a new year!


Cheers! :)

Now I'm in a whole new world with you.

How's the new minimalist blog skin? ;)

Tell me what you think!

:)

Unbelievable sights, indescribable feeling, soaring, tumbling, freewheeling, through an endless diamond sky.

I was just randomly browsing through Youtube and bumped into this.

The 90's. Great things like Kenan & Kel, All That, The Lion King, Aladdin, Hey Arnold!, Power Rangers and many more. I'm proud to have grown up watching such shows on tv; I wouldn't have had it any other way. The era of the modern classics. Just take a minute (if you were born in the early 90's) to relive those moments of joy you had hen you watched classics like Beauty and the Beast. When you heard songs like Hakuna Matata. When you watched the comedic geniuses like Kenan and Danny; and also when you couldn't wait to find out what happens next in Power Rangers.


Great times.


Now?

*ribbit*

*moan*

*croak*groan*nude pictures*

Three words.


Disney
Sold
Out.

Sometimes the easiest things we take for granted, until they gone then realized we even had it, fo' real.

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"Some good things you find in the most unexpected places, with the most ordinary wrappings."
That's what I got reminded of last night when I was watching the Hallmark channel. I don't usually watch Hallmark but last night they ran the re-runs of The Biggest Loser Asia, so yea. After the show ended, which was at about 1.40 in the morning, I was ready to call it a night and hit the sack. Just for the sake of it, I pressed info to view the next program. It was a movie subtly named; The One. At that time, I wasn't too sleepy yet, so I figured what the heck, and continued to watch it.


To my surprise, it was one of the better movies I've watched in a long long time. No kidding. I'm too lazy to narrate the storyline here, but it's basically about a chef who likes this girl, but later finds out that she's engaged. Things get complicated when he gets hired to cater for her wedding. I'l stop there. If you want to find out more, go watch the movie. Knowing Astro, they'd probably re-play in the next few days, so no sweat.


In other news, it's the second day of Chinese New Year, and it' still hot as fuck. You know, when an Indian guy tells you it's hot...It's H.O.T! Goddamn global warming. I feel 2012 coming early. I don't want to switch on my air conditioner to cool me down, because if I do, i'd just be contributing more to global warming by happily releasing CFC. That's chlorofluorocarbon for all you scientifically challenged people. It's a gas that basically rips holes in the ozone layer. Yea.


Sigh. FML.

This may never start, we could fall apart, and I'd be your memory.

Sorry for the one month hiatus. Was totally wrapped around uni.


Life? Life is alright; I guess. Nothing spectacular. What I am is more stressed out, even though I practically only have one class a day. Why you ask? Well the ones super close to me already know, but the rest...hmm, let's just say I'm not ready just yet to let the whole world know. I'm hanging on though, don't worry. :)


It's times like these I really need someone that I can rely on. Like really lean on. I don't know why but I feel like I don't have one right now. I feel like I've lost all those whom I can lean on, no matter what time of day--or night it is, whether Christmas or Hari Raya, whether they're eating or shitting--to practical geographical distance. You guys know who you all are. Four more months. I simply cannot wait.


Damn, I don't feel like my retarded self; but then again, I have a feeling this emo-ness will pass in about...an hour, and counting. Then it's back to regular nonsensical Jawsie boy.


I guess I have this (my blog) to keep me company; so I think I'll return to updating this blog more regularly; and I really hope the people around me now realize that I might seem like the guy with no problems, and the retarded guy who always cracks jokes, but I still am very much human; with ups and downs of my own. Sigh.


Ok, enough emo talk for the day. I'm alright. I think I'm just wallowing in emo-ness, cos I don't go through it that often. Haha. So this is how you emo freaks feel like. I pity you all. I think I'll go increase my Dopamine levels by downing a can of Redbull or something. Mmmm, artificial hormones; gotta love 'em.






Happy Valentine's & Chinese New Year! <3