I'm halfway home and I'm on my own, I'm halfway there and I don't care, I don't mind.

Just a short update.

You know the other day I told my girlfriend

that I wished she'd die first before I do.

Her face changed when she heard that and she looked at me funny,

and I bet most of you would do the same thing as well.

But wait, hear me out; before you jump to conclusions

and start judging me.

I didn't say that because I was selfish and/or a sadist.

I said that because, if she dies first,

she wouldn't have to go through the pain of losing me,

and the pain of being alone when I die.

I'll go through that pain for her.