I got no ifs and ors no wits or whats about it but this place is getting crowded and my house is two blocks away.

Friday.
Thank god the week ended.
About time it did.
Now I can sleep.

And go Anoop!
XD

Sent Katherine back home with Aryan.
She lives near Aqil so Aryan and I decided to crash his place.
Called up a few friends.
Did lame and stupid stuff. (as usual)
Went to Rasta.
Just hung out.
Met up with Nawwar but didn't really catch up 'cos I had to leave already.
I feel bad for not catching up with her.
She has been there for me through some of my darkest hours
but It's as though I forgot about her the day she left.
And that's certainly not the case.
Everyone has just been way too busy for their own good, me included.

I guess I'll do something.
Hmmm, I'll go see her tomorrow or something la.
I'm going to college to do stuff anyway.
Nawwar, if you're reading,
are you up for it?
;)

College has been hectic, to say the least.
Assignment after assignment,
it never stops.
Thank god for the Jason Mraz concert midweek,
it kinda took a good handful of worries off me.
Really.
The effect only Jason Mraz songs can have on me.

I realise I'm not myself anymore.
As hard as I try,
I just can't stay myself.
It's like I go in and out of myself.
Weird?
Yes.
I can't help it.
I hope this ends soon.

I NEED a break.
I guess I should accept Daniel's offer to go clubbing tomorrow night.
Have not set foot in a club for waaaayy too long.
Need to get my mood back on.
I know I keep saying The Jaws is back, but he isn't.
Not really.
Not exactly.

I hope i find him soon.
I need him back.
Wherever,
Whoever he is.

Ok, enough emo-ness.
Fuck it.

"How can I help it if I think you're funny when you're mad?
Trying hard not to smile though I feel bad.
I'm the kind of guy who laughs at a funeral,
can't understand what I mean?
Well you soon will.
I have the tendency to wear my mind on my sleeve,
I have a history of taking off my shirt."
~Barenaked Ladies. (one week)

I live by that verse.
Or at least I try to.
=P

Haha,
I like to think that verse symbolizes me.

Anyway,
The group is planning on a major old-school road trip this March break.
Hope the plan works out.
Right now, we're looking at either Penang or Singapore.
Just a bunch of friends,
our cars,
our money,
our adventures,
our way.
=)

"Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail. "
~Ralph Waldo Emerson